Sunday, October 9, 2011

ANGEL

What to say? I have had the most amazing week ever!!  This week we talked about the Holy Spirit in lectures. The first couple of days were normal, nothing to big was revealed to me but that all changed on thursday! Mau, the speaker prayed for me and what he said blew me away! He first told me that i need to stop feeling responsible for things that are out of my control. He also told me that i need to let God fix the wounds i have from people and not try to temporarily fix them myself. Then the next thing he said was that I have a HUGE ANGEL BEHIND ME and he has been there for a while. He said i have nothing to be afraid of because God is always near. I can’t explain to you in words how it feels to have an angle behind me. But some how i really know that there is. 
On Friday during prayer God told me that he has set me apart from earthly things like drinking,drugs and sex and i never really understood why i never had the desire to even try those things. So it made sense when God said that he had been protecting me from it. God also told me not to worry about my future and not being purposeful enough. I just need to trust that God will use me in his timing, not mine.
Then during my free weekend me, Erika,Kim,Carly,Joel,Fred.David,Ben and Eric went camping to a nearby town. I can’t explain everything but God had his hand on us the hole time. We camped on a strangers farm with his permission of course and stayed in the most beautiful area i have ever been before, all for FREE! Went zorbing which is when you roll down a hill in a hamster ball with people in it with water. It was so amazing and the guy gave us all a discount and threw in a free CD of all the pictures and videos of us rolling down. It was so amazing. Then we went on this track with little plastic cars down a track on a hill and i thought we were going to go slow but they were extremely fast. I almost fell off a coupe of times because the turns were so sharp and i was going so fast. So much cooler then go carting and that is saying alot. There was so much more that happened but that is all i will go into detail about. However this camping place was the perfect place for quiet time with God we also did lots of prayer together and just really uplifted each other up. I feel as if God has given me a new family here and i’m so excited to see what he keeps doing with us. 
God keeps reminding me to let Him be the one in charge and i need to learn how to just receive his love. Its a free gift and there is nothing i can do or say to make it go away or to earn it. 

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