Thursday, May 14, 2015

I am not where I have never been

Tomorrow is my 23rd birthday! I still feel as if life is this crazy adventure of doing just whatever my heavenly Father says, and though its been unlike anything I could imagine, I wouldn't change a thing. I get to experience this next year of life in Nepal, something I never would of thought on my own. I have so much hope for this next year and really believe God is preparing my heart for some crazy dreams to start coming true. Below is a modified list I made last year plus one more of the things I have learned over the years. 

1.       God has big, exciting, amazing and over the top plans for your life

2.       It is important to talk to strangers, they could become amazing friends

3.       It does not matter the number of friends you have but the number of people you can be completely yourself around

4.       Dancing is the best way to just let go of anything holding you down

5.       Do not under estimate how much your family loves you

6.       Love is the only investment that cannot fail

7.       Money is not worth worrying about, its only value is the value we give it

8.       Never let fear be the thing that holds you back from being radical

9.       Take time to learn what you need to do to get healthy

10.   Always try new foods, it may become your new favorite dish

11.   It is not about the places you visit but the people you meet and experience events with

12.   Laugh whenever possible, it can change your attitude in a second

13.   Learn to crave alone time with God it will change your life

14.   Be in awe of the little things

15.   Being childlike is a gift people grow out of but learn to remain in that place of faith

16.   Random back massages will always be appreciated

17.   Always be honest even if its hard or uncomfortable

18.   Praying is the most important way to make a  breakthrough happen

19.    Hugs can change moments completely around

20.   It is important to live in the moment and to embrace each moment as its given

21.   Being generous is something that will always bring joy

22.   Dream massive dreams with God and prepare to be amazed at what He can do
23. Be still and rest in who the Lord says you are 

For this reason I kneel before the Father, from whom every family in heaven and on earth derives its name. I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the Lord’s holy people, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge—that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.
Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us, to him be glory in the church and in Christ Jesus throughout all generations, for ever and ever! Amen. -Eph. 3:14-21



Friday, May 8, 2015

Hope

We will never be ready if we keep waiting for the perfect time to come. 

As I take the steps of leaving for Nepal with out knowing the outcome I am really trying not to be easily shaken. The continually trusting that God is going to provide finances is such a hard thing for me. It also highlights the massive control issues I have. I mean if I don't get the finances I don't go to Nepal so the fact that I really have no control over the outcome scares me. God is faithful to do his will I just wish it was easier for me to completely trust that no matter the outcome he is working through me.

These last couple of weeks I have been really learning how to not give into fear. Fear can only dictate my life if I give into it. The bible says that there is no fear in love, but perfect love drives out fear. So if I am truly walking with Jesus who freely gives me his perfect love I shouldn't fear the things around me. 

So what I am learning to replace fear with is hope. Instead of giving into the fear of circumstances and scenarios I choose to hope that God is working and trust his faithfulness in my life. 


So I will not fear the unknown but put my Hope and Trust into the Lord who knows what He wants to do.  I will not be easily shaken by my and mans expectations. For I and the world are always changing but my God stays the same. One of the most beautiful characteristics about God is he never changes he is Holy and perfect. So I am putting my hope into Him and will no longer be afraid of 
fear.